Dad I need you

Being wrapped around your arms is my dream 

Holding you and seeing you is my goal 

Will I ever see you nor get a chance to be with you 

Do you even think of me

Do you even  love me for that matter

Then why did you leave me 

Why am I suffering so bad as if I am the one brought my self in this cold world full of cruelty 

‎What have I done to you for you to abandon me like this 

Is there anything wrong in me that made you run away from me

Why did you bring me in this cold world and leave me 

Spend most of my days hoping that you will come back for me

But there is no sign of you 

Try to forget about you but it's hard 

It's hard for me to live a normal life without you 

Am longing for your love, protection ‎and guidance 

For you being in my life would bring light and direction

All I pray about to God is to be with you even if it means a day only

Want to see your face‎, hold you, laugh with you, play and exchange my pains with you

Want to witness that unconditional love in your eyes

Need you take the responsibility of a father 

But you threw me in the lions den

Because you not here to protect me

The lions are attacking me in different ways

Am their play ground

Have no one to run to for protection

Lions have finished me ‎daddy

Daddy my soul is empty, empty, empty

They too strong for me 

Dad I need you