When summer skips its turn

In sadness turmoil hurt and pain
Is where my heart doth linger
Dis damaged brain cannot keep sane
I feel its dysfunction of my fingers

Dear seasons I feel u do me wrong
As u grant this gloom endless maintenance
Sadness becomes my everlasting song
From comeuppance with sought repentance

Dear love ur cowardice daunts my heart
It loses me hope for a better day
For everything in life is falling apart
But u were always the only reason to stay

How do I stay oh piteous fact